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    • Diagnosis

      Diagnosis

      Today, I consulted with a psychiatrist for the first time in my life. I just got diagnosed with PTSD and Bipolar. Had prescriptions today for antipsychotic (Risperidone), bipolar (Divalproex sodium), and sleeping pills (clonazepam). Three meds. lol. I will never use this as an excuse for my behavior but only sought help to help me…

    • Stand

      i say every religion has its own extremists…no exceptions, ALL OF THEM, and so, i remain an omnist. no matter how dark this world can be. as a former atheist and theology student (years later), I refuse to be boxed into a single ideology now. (currently i like shintoism more tho because of its respect…

    • Journal

      Poetry helps me survive. I can’t just do normal journaling because I even feel ashamed of myself. I can’t write direct words. But with poetry, everything seems to have life, even the darkest times of my life seem to have dancing auroras and nebulae.

    • TO YOU

      TO YOU

      Crippled, the blood in my heart rippledTamed, calmer…wiser…chiseledBurn it like a charcoal burnt already but not completelyThe core screams of hunger for fireBut the night you said you love me suddenlyAvalanched same old stories of cold nights it was all a dream.